The hard times and the happy times after my debut were all so crazy I couldn’t even think. It’s amazing when I think about it. It’s not like I’m physically tough. I always exercised in order to be able to endure through my stamina. I think I was able to build up myself mentally through exercise.
Why do I run like this without stopping. It’s probably because of my greed to become someone thrilling and free. I don’t want to be bound to anything. What the public feels is that I’m just one of Korea’s many idol stars. But I’ve never once thought that Big Bang was just simply another idol group. That’s my honest opinion.
I don’t want to become a star. I want to become a monster that constantly shows off something new. I mean that I don’t want to become some prepackaged merchandise. I’m going to protect my innocence. That’s what I need in order to do my work. I’m not going to get dirty. Even if I see something like that I’m going to forget it quickly.
I am a musician. I don’t have a clear plan. I myself don’t even know how I might change. I don’t want to plan that out. I want to do something surprisingly new. Even if I do have some plan, it’s a secret from everyone else.
번역- seungie